Because Yuki said so.

She said that I haven't updated in forever.

I have creepy stalkers. >_>

I did my first official teaching today. I flailed my arms with my teacher. It was a GREAT SUCCESS™.






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Lately...

I just did seven hours worth of lesson planning. I managed to finish about 11 of them for my Thematic Unit assignment today. I had to leave in the middle of my observing hours to go home and do it. Thank goodness for colleagues that I can run up and talk to about our evening classes! I seriously thought it was only three lesson plans and a calendar. But it was way more than that; so I was typing non-stop when I got home till about 6:50PM tonight. I'm going to have to look over things carefully so I can meet with my professor next week with a new and revised copy...

Surprise!

Yesterday, I went into my cooperating teacher's classroom as usual. She wasn't there, so that drew some suspicion. It turns out that her son puked in her car this morning, so she decided to take the day off. Incidentally, I was asked if I could take over the class for her today. Of course, I offered to help. Things couldn't get any worse, right?

Nonetheless, it was an okay day. My feet hurt at the end because I was wearing heels. And I got to actually meet some of the students personally!

I didn't get any work done but it was worth it.

IAT

IAT is a project made at Harvard and can be found here: https://implicit.harvard.edu/implicit/.
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I participated in a total of three implicit association tests: the African American – European American IAT, the Asian American – European American IAT, and the Gay – Straight IAT.

The results are the following for each IAT test:

• African American – European American: strong automatic preference for European American compared to African American
• Asian American – European American: slight association of European American with American and Asian American with Foreign compared to Asian American with American and European American with Foreign
• Gay – Straight: moderate automatic preference for straight people compared to gay people

I believe that these results accurately portrays my attitudes. I personally believe that each individual has a preference when it comes to race, gender, ethnicity, age, etc., when it comes to any sort of socialization although one may not wish to bring those preferences out to the open. As people, we have been trained since childhood (this is presumed that each individual has been raised in a “typical” household) to treat each other fairly no matter what our skin color may be, what gender we are, where we come from, etc. I know that I was constantly told by my parents and teachers that I should not be racist, sexist, ageist, etc., because that was not appropriate behavior. But, despite these attempted teachings, I witnessed a lot of racial slurs being thrown towards people of whom I shouldn't be racist, sexist, ageist, etc., towards.

I grew up in Toledo, Ohio; I originally came from New York City. My parents brought me to Ohio in 1992, where I attended school in Sylvania. My parents both speak broken-English. Communication has always been rough between parents and children. I imagine that my parents sometimes have trouble understanding us, as my two younger siblings and I have trouble understanding them. Essentially, I am American-born Chinese; I speak and write English; and I speak broken-Chinese.

Personally, I believe that communication is very valuable between family members and friends. Without it, one cannot perhaps even dream about being a part of a solid working community. I also believe in total honesty between people; I despise having and keeping secrets of all degrees. I truly believe that it is better to come clean with judgments and opinions; it is better to throw them out into the open (verbally) rather than finding things out later where it is most likely to cause additional chaos. I also value fairness with consequences. I believe that if one works hard to reach their goal(s), they will ultimately reap the benefit(s). And if one decidedly chooses not to lift their finger, then they are to suffer consequences.

A tradition my family kept for years is that my parents would close their business for a few days to travel. We usually do this on some special holiday or during the summer-- and my parents would take the immediate family to visit the extended family in New York. The sense of having “family” is very important; therefore, we (my parents especially) find it important to keep visiting and keeping in contact with family members on a daily or weekly basis.

I have zero tolerance for people's inability to differentiate other people's perspectives. There are many citizens that tend to think, in all sorts of situations, in their own point of view. They do not consider all possibilities of a situation, especially if it specifically deals with more than one person. Thus, in most cases, there is an uproar between such persons, with few looking like fools in the end.

Understanding my background and biases will be useful to me as a future teacher because I am now more exposed to my immediate reactions with certain classes of the people. I have become more aware of how I consciously think; meaning that I will be consciously aware of what decisions to make within certain situations to further educate myself as both student and teacher, such that will better aide future students more effectively.

It's October!

So... we've finally reached a new month. September seemed to have rolled quickly by! I am not sure if that is a wondrous thing on my part-- everything seems to be passing by rather quickly lately. And that only means November will soon creep around the corner as well. Time is a terrible essence now... since whenever I think about it, I get stressed out. And then I become tired rather quickly. And I fret over how I seem to not have any time to start or finish anything! For example, I have so many more books to read! I haven't started on creating my major 15 lesson plans yet (which is supposed to be a unit that I am starting to teach in the beginning of November). And I have yet to revise my literature lesson plan. ALSO, I went to meet with  my street project partners at the downtown library (on Sunday; one of them is in my methods course) and apparently our writing lesson plan is due next week and NOT with the thematic unit (a total of 3 lesson plans). So I am a bit relieved... HOWEVER, that only raises more suspicions on my end since I am not EVER more continouly lost on what the official due dates are for everything now.

The weather has been terrible. It went from nice, warm, sunny weather to brisk-cold... Rawr, I'm gonna eat your skin. I am not enjoying myself at all. I'd rather just curl up under my warm covers and never come out.

On the lighter note, I finished The Juvie Three, by Gordon Korman as well as Sharon M. Draper's Copper Sun today. I just started reading (and enjoying) Flush, by Carl Hiaasen. I won't be commenting on them any further tonight seeing how I am tired. I also would like to type up my IAT assignment for my afternoon class tomorrow.

Oh! And before I go-- I received the books I ordered from Mackenzie! Hurraay~ I don't think I ever mentioned what I ordered, so here goes:

The Constant Princess, by Philippa Gregory
The Boelyn Inheritance, by Philippa Gregory
The Guernsey Literary and Potato Peel Pie Society, by Mary Ann Shaffer and Annie Barrows
The Hunger Games, by Suzanne Collins
Hunting the Dragon, by Peter Dixon

I just feel silly since I accidentally bought two of Peter Dixon's novel. Oh well... I suppose I'll donate one copy to the public library or something. I'll think of something. :P