Wednesday, May 13, 2009

twenty-one.

I suppose I should be writing some sort of introduction to my blog. Those that write things like these usually write for things to be read. However, I am not sure if I want this to ever be read by people. I'm merely doing this in order to free my mind somewhat, since I've always been fond of writing my thoughts out on paper, or on the computer screen. It soothes me, makes me feel alive, smart, even. It is not a joke when I say such a thing. I do not feel that I am of even an average intelligence to talk to people in person, since my thoughts come in short bursts, and I absolutely hate doing activities, such as reading. I enjoy video games, mostly... And I admit, that I do so more than I should on average day... I am not smart. I lack common sense, most of the time, and I do wonder how people are able to stand being around me. And I must say, that I usually don't talk in such a formal way that I do now. You'll see. Whomever you are... If you are there reading this pathetic sort of rambling.

I do like to write in this fashion... It makes me feel that people do care. Or something.

I turned 21 today. Really, it was yesterday, since today is the 13th. Twenty-one. Drinking age now. And I tasted my first martini. It was awful, and tasted like orange rinds. Not the kind that is tasty. Worst, really. My boyfriend and his mother took me to Rosie's Italian Grill. For those that live where I do, its most fabulous; and is worth the trip. The bruschetta's were quite delicious; and I absolutely would love to visit that restaurant again. I have been trying many new things lately; and it's wonderful. Like, I never thought I'd like mustard... and things of that nature. And my mother recently re-introduced me to cheesecake. And now we have this huge round in our refrigerator. I cannot seem to get myself to eat anymore. I've gained 10 pounds upon entering college, and I want to lose that weight!

A couple of days before, the boyfriend and I, along with his mother, went to the Toledo Zoo (Toledo, Ohio). It was so cold... I almost wanted to pack up and leave... Though the entirety of the trip was not too bad... Just the damn wind started to blow once we arrived at the African Safari around noon. Toledo's weather is so strange... But what to do, ne?

Earlier today, I visited Whitehouse, Ohio. The boyfriend's mother took me to The Butterfly House. Very exquisite. I must upload some pictures I took. Butterflies are such pretty things.

I did not manage to have cake today. But the chocolate gelato I had... was enough.

I had to work starting at 5pm. Father was not so nice today. Made me cry; keeping that abrupt. You'll probably hear some things later about him... Maybe.

I'm not sure if I'm going to keep this going or not. But I'll get whatever I can up. When I feel like it.

Right now, I'm tired.